Did not get a good night sleep....was reflecting myself
on something....and realise......i am very useless....
found out that i still had feeling for u....
i was also thinking....whether u still had the
same old feeling for me....it was hard to find out
....does it means that i need to go and look for
the answer??or just wait for my days to
numbered out of my life??? this was a
hard decision.....wonder...if could...please
enlight me with yr decision.....if u know who
i mean to....

My days are numbered....there is a day that i
am out of this world...but just don know when....But
i had feeling that it going to happen quite soon...

When online around 2pm...waiting for time
to pass by and then prepare to go and watch
spiderman 3 with my friends.....say real..
i donk now whether should i be happy...
cause even thought i going to watch a
movie...but i don have any feeling....
I am feeling that i quite emotionless....
izzit due to the blow that i just had?? Maybe..
Maybe not...i realise that i am weird...cause is not
only I am the only 1 think so...there are others
saying that too....sigh...Wish that i could
hold the pressure......cause i feel like
killing myself.....